Crazy Thing.

Another day has come and I'm still sleepy. Come to think about it. We stayed over night at my classmates boarding house and I only had two hours of sleep.
Yesterday, we had a busy day. We were having interviews over and over because we were beating the deadline for our articles this morning. Everybody was so busy and eager to finish the interviews so we could already start making our articles. When we finished interviewing our last interviewee, my classmates told me not to go home because we have to stay over night to make our news article. They told me that we will make it at my other classmates boarding house. I was in doubt if I could go with them because I was not prepared. But I decided to go with them for the sake of finishing my article. We planned on how to spend the night and asked them to wait for me because I still have a class.
While we were having our class, our teacher asked me and my other classmate to go to an electrical store to buy something for the computer that we would use. But unfortunately, the store was already closed. We just bought peanuts and eat while we rode back to school. When we were already there, our teacher and my only male classmate went out to my teacher's office to get something useful for our activity last night. But again unfortunately, we waited for nothing. They just came to inform us that we will postpone our activity. But that was okay at least I had slept.
After our class, we hurriedly went to our office for our practice for our out reached program this coming weekend. We really enjoyed practicing because some of my colleagues were playing jokes. We had a great a time. While we were in the middle of our practice, my classmates texted me if where are we because they are already at the freedom park waiting for us. And thank God we finished practicing and hurriedly went out.
We bought food and hurriedly went to my classmates boarding house so that we can already start making our articles. While walking, we were just chatting and laughing. Enjoying every moment of the night. When we reach her boarding house, she quickly cooked rice so that we can already eat. We did eat and started making our articles. We were just laughing and playing jokes with each other. We were so noisy. But it was fun. We set the alarm at 4 am because we will encode our articles.
We were all set and ready to go out but unluckily, the gate outside the boarding house was still closed and locked. Because we were crazy, we climbed over the gate laughing of what we were doing. I was the last one who climbed and to my surprised I had a difficulty climbing it because the gate is already rusty and old. They were laughing at me while helping me. When I almost reached the ground, I jump and it created noise. And in order not to be scolded by the landlady, we ran as fast as we could towards the high way. While running, we were also laughing at what we did. It was really great! We really had fun...
That moment was crazy but memorable. I felt like I was playing hide and sick with my friends. That was really exiting!!! I really enjoyed hanging out with them...

A Self Realization

Well, I'm back. It is good to be back.hehehe. I had not been posting any blog since I can't remember when.hehehe. But I know it has been a while. I had been through a lot of headaches and problems these past few days. I'm thinking about my articles in both my major subject and our student publication. I also had been at home for how many days because we celebrated fiesta in our place and I was busy helping my parents preparing for the two-day fiesta even if we only entertain visitors in just one day. I was so tired...
However, we celebrated our Founder's Week celebration for six days and it was fun even I only showed up for the last two days of the celebration. There were a lot of activities in our school and each of us were tasked to cover different activities. I'm so worried because we were not yet able to finish our article because of circumstances we could not avoid. Aside from that my different major subjects were also requiring to write stories about the Founder's Week. Pressure is really there that we could not avoid.
But above all of my chakas and yawyaws in life, I don't know if it was a blessing in disguise or whatever you may call it that which I was enlightened and I realized something which others did not realized. We were just chatting with my friends and this one friend of mine is an intelligent person or maybe he just know a lot of things. He kept on rendering jokes and just trying to make the group happy.
We were really enjoying our topic and then suddenly, our topic shifted to theology. He was asking the other one of what was her religion and we found out that he was an aethiest. We were not surprised of the revelation because his personality says so. We just wondered and was curious why he was like that. He then explained why and we chatted about the bible and all about RC. In did not not know that he was a protestant before and became an aethiest because of the reason that he was confused of the the bible's inconsistency. Yeah, it was true. I only realized that this morning even if I'm an RC. He explained a lot of information and cited some likages about the bible. Yes, there were, definitely there were. I was really shocked of what I had realized this morning and is still shock. But I'm trying not to think of it because I have my own beliefs. But one thing I will and can really assure that GOD is really existing. I can feel it.
I'm just hoping that whatever may come and happen, may GOD enlightens my mind and guides me as I continue journeying my life.

stuffs

Founder's Week is fast approaching. People are very busy doing their stuffs. Others are constructing their own booths, others are busy with their bulletin boards, others are busy practicing for the intramurals, others are rehearsing for the incoming Mr. and Ms. NORSU. Yeah, they are all busy. I'm also busy with my own stuff but unfortunately it is irritating because I haven't finished my article yet and our news editor is already asking for it. haaay!!! We only luck three more colleges so that we can finish our article and unfortunately they are no where to be found. How am I going to explain this to our news editor? My head is also aeching I don't know why. Gudluck for me.

My Trip to Bayawan

It was a cold day yesterday. I had to wear long sleeves and just chill out. I attended my class and went out first because we had to go to Bayawan City for our assignment in our major class. I am with our News Editor and at the same time my classmate. I was not that excited because I was not expecting that it would be a great adventure for us. We quickly went to Ceres Terminal and thank God we made it. While we were on our way, I love the places I've seen. It was very fantastic! It was so nice. I felt like I was in a paradise. It was beautiful!
When we were already inside the bus, I started to feel like I want to fly because the view of the places we've passed were all covered with green and I can really appreciate mother earth's beauty that time. The road was not that straight and it has lots of curves. We were like riding in a roller coaster because we were going up and down. It was also rainy that time and the road was slippery. It was like a scenario of a beautiful garden in heaven.hehehe... We really enjoyed the trip...trip to heaven I guess...hehehe.
When we reached Bayawan, and as I have observed the place, it was good. Even if it still needs a little improvement but the place is progressing. We went to Magic FM and to get their organizational chart and interviewed the station manager. We also went to Radyo Natin to get their organizational chart but we falied to interview their manager because he was not their.
While waiting for the person making the organizational chart, we took some pictures. It was also fun. When he gave what we needed, he informed us that our teacher who is a reporter in ABS-CBN went their also just a while ago. So we quickly went outside and texted our teacher hoping that we can get a ride... and we did!!
Our teacher was with three other guys who were also working with him. When we were on our way back to Dumaguete City, I did not expect that the driver of the patrol drives so fast that he almost made the car fly. My God! I almost vomit because I felt like I was drunk and I really had a headache. But despite that, I really had a great time with them. It was fun and exciting!!!
Hope that I can visit that place again and spend more time exploring Bayawan...

If I should die before I wake
Because you took my breath away
Loosing you is like living in the world
with no air,
I'm here alone didn't wanna live
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
If there was a way that I
can make you understand
But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
Coz my world revolves around you
It so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm I suppose to breathe
with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how are you going to live without me
If you ani't here I just can't breathe
There's no air, no air

Can't Name It.

I'm here again. I don't know how my day has ended but all I know and remember is we had our regular staff meeting. I can already feel the pressure on our Founders Week. We had our meeting at the admin building because we have some special guests. They are from Cebu. I think from Science High School.
We held our meeting as usual, still so noisy. When we were in the middle of our meeting, I suddenly felt something strange. I can't even explain what it was.
When our News Editor assigned us with our different beats, I can already imagine how busy we will be. It will look like we are always in a hurry and we can not even notice the time running so fast.
I'm just hoping that we can pass all the articles needed on the exact time.
I think that would be all for today. Have a nice day mga yotch!!!

Thoughts of the Day.

I'm back... I had a talking session with my friends and it was fun knowing that we shared deeper thoughts and views of our different problems and challenges in life. There were two of them. The other one is facing confusion regarding decision making. She is also a member of our student publication and she's doubting if she will quit or not. I told her not to quit because she already has the opportunity to learn and expose her self in a more realistic world of being a student. She already has the advantage among any other else. I've tried my best in explaining the benefits of being in the publication.
When I looked at her, I saw the confusion in her eyes and I knew the feeling that it is not that easy.
It is really a good thing that two of my companions in the publication encouraged her more.
I felt like I was so stupid to encourage a person though I myself sometimes think of giving up. But then I realized that I should not let go of these people knowing the fact that they are already my family. They are my treasure...
Meanwhile, we were chatting with my other friend about love affairs and everything ... stuffs like that. While we were in the middle of our conversation, I decided to open up with him my situation right now. I was hoping he could enlighten my mind and maybe could change my expectations. Yes, I successfully got his opinion but I failed to suit my expectations regarding with what I feel. But then I learned something from him ( guy stuffs). I realized and noticed something which I have never gave attention with.
Looking at his face full of make up and cosmetics, I realized that in her feminine way, he still has the views of being a guy. At that time, I noticed that he's right and he has a point.
I'm wishing that someday, somehow, I can also share the lessons I've learned...

Confirmed

well, i woke up today thinking of what my friend told me last night.we were texting happily.asking if how is he doing,is he busy,things like that...but suddenly i paused for a moment, reading his text message saying that it is confirmed that the guy i still love is really having an affair with someone i did not expect he would give attention with.my heart suddenly ached so much for a while that i almost dropped a tear from my eye...it felt like my heart exploded and blood is all over inside me.well of course there is blood inside me but i don't mean it litteraly.my friend kept on asking me if that was the reason why we broke up and then i said yes.he wanted to know more about the whole story but i insisted because it would only cause pain..more pain...
it keeps on entering into my mind everyday why is this happening to me.did i do something wrong?have i chosen the wrong one?is this how God punishes me?i don't have any idea...im always asking God why and He kept silent.it is as if He doensn't want to answer...it is as if He doesn't want to listen...
im trying not to think of him even just a single second but i can't.all i just want is for me to move on and start totally with a new life.even though im moving on but not totally because he still bothers my mind.what will i do?
well, they say that when a person is in his or her downful moments that person is eager to finish or stay out of the situation and could not wait for the right time.yeah, i believe that.it is even in a line of a song "one step at a time,there's no need to rush..."and it is true.we should wait.but we could not avoid feeling that way because we are bothered with the present feeling which is so strong.but maybe it only depends on the person how he or she deals with the situation.
i hope i can deal with this and move on TOTALLY...and i hope somebody can save me from the pain....hehehehe.....char!!!

pop...

wheeewh...!!!!it was a very not totally busy but certainly fine day.i was doing my daily routine and i did not even figure out that lunch time was almost over.naaaah...but that was okay. we had our lunch na man.i was totally busy looking at the computer.fixing my picture through adobe photoshop.i consumed a lot of time just to make it look more presentable.hahahaha!!!!i had the headset on my head listening with my favorite music and pausing for quite some time every time i hear those songs which remind me of someone i don't know if he still remembers me.yeah, that's life!
yes, i will admit that im getting used of not being with him everyday but i can't stop myself of always thinking of him for just a short moment.he keeps on popping in my mind and it really hurts...and worst, i was left alone not knowing the real reason why did that happen.im still in love with him...damn him!damn that guy!....

chill and relax........